It's the 5th day since you're away for reservice.
And I'm missing you so much right now.
Only when you're not around, then I realize I have so much to tell you. Day and night, I'm hoping for your texts and calls. Waiting for you to ask me how I spent my days. Am I eating good? Do I have enough sleep? Any trouble and problems I am going through etc etc...
I know I shouldn't had relied on you so much, but then I already had.
Now I'm facing some problems, alone.
Without you here, then I realize how bad am I in solving those problems that I always thinks no big deal. Because there's always you to work your brain with me.
My insomnia got bad to really worst. I sleeps in the morning when people wakes up to work.
I daydream, I stress about the problems I have,
I sigh, I complains, I cried.
I'm really a cry-baby recently. And I realize it actually put me to sleep so easily. It works the same as liquor.
I need a job. I wants to be busy. I don't wanna idle at home like a useless bum. God bless me, amen.
