One week

Hi, woke up at this hour when everyone's sleeping to me is one of the most scariest things. I had a bad dream just now. Related to work again. I think I'm too tense up with the bad news ytd. I'm fired. I'm so stress now. I still have so many debts to clear how can I get sacked at this very moment? I've got to find a new job soon, I have one week. I haven't break the news to mom yet. How the fuck am I going to tell her??! She will chop off my head wtf. One week, I still have one week to go through. I rather hope you all just fucking pass me the termination letter and ask me to leave immediately. I hate those one week/month notice things. How am I going to spend the one week there acting like normal as if nothing happened when I think almost everyone knows I've been terminated? Fuck, this is shit ok?!$&&&@@?!&@