I'm feeling stressed, so depressed I don't know what to do now. Like I have somethings waiting for me but I just don't know what is it.
I feel like everyone around are so fake. I feel that they're lying and hiding something from me, fooling me.
I feel like a fool. I feel like cooping myself in a room. Without anyone in with me. I wants to be alone.
Don't wanna answer calls and reply texts.
But on the other hand, I wants my friends to be by my side. I constantly finds myself so weird, so scary.
I need some pills. To sleep or whatever. I don't want to stay sober.
I suddenly have hatre in everyone, and including myself. I need someone to help me. But I don't feel like talking about it.
I don't feel like talking or going anywhere. Cos I feel so tired faking.
I feel disgusted with myself.
I think I have split personality or some illness.
It's okay, I will be fine by myself.