Just did my Bird Nest Mask, so nice!^^b
Absent for work today. As my knee's condition getting worse. From the first day, I'd only feel pain when climbing the stairs. Till now, I'd feel pain when getting up from bed or chair. And even walking a few steps.
I'm missing... My Home. That home, that place that I always avoid.
That place that I always afraid to return.
I miss my mom, my dad, two sluts & my liitle girls.
Others may think that I should stay at my own place or you'd rather stay there as it's nearer to my workplace. But you didn't know why it'll be so hard for me just to go back my OWN house. You're not me, not one of us(in our family). You don't know what is going on. Imagine, you're to go back a place that you'll want to leave when you just got back for maybe one hour, or even 30mins.
You all are living under the same roof, breathing the same air. But you all don't seems to really understand each other.
The room is small, so many living in it. But there's so much space, for you to think. about those stuffs. Happy, unhappy. And the things, you always want to forget.
So I say, you'll never know until you're the one experiencing it.
And I say, I will smile. Even if there's no one there with me. I can do it, on my own.