i'm thinking, and had always been thinking, who on this earth is my real and best friend? Sad to say, till now, i haven't got my answer. At this moment, i thouht yes, you're the one. you're my friend, best friend. but next moment, i say, fcuk! this person sucks! i've seen wrong in you. i don't think i've been treating you guys badly. but what i get is SHIT! so well, i WON'T WON'T WON'T trust anybody again, NEVER.
i've learnt my lessons. i've been dreaming all this years, and it's time for me to wake up. no, i should say, i shouid've woken up long ago. you all don't appreciate what i've given? then forget it. but allow me to say this, if i were to change and success one day, i'll give all back to you. get it?
when you need help, i will. even if i didn't get the result, atleast i tried. but you seems to give excuses or whatever when i need your help. so thanks for letting me tpo know these. don't expect my help when your day come:)
i don't want to be like this, but seems like everyone is pushing me to the end.
*i'm not refering to any particular person, but to everybody:)*